this one time, i wanted to love a mediocre white man

denise wanted to love "mark"
because denise was an abused little girl
denise was still a little bit of a confused little girl
denise wanted a man more than not having a man
denise had loved men before "mark"
and denise had been hurt by those men
but denise is not delusional
denise hurt those men, too
even though denise tried real hard to love those men
the best she could

denise wanted to love "mark"
denise had a crush on "mark"
so denise went up to "mark"
and asked "mark" out on a date
"mark" acted like he really really really liked denise
"mark" acted because he didn't know how
to treat a woman properly
"mark" had his own problems

denise wanted to love "mark"
because denise knew that loving a man
doesn't always have to mean forevermarriage
denise knows that love can come in many forms
love can be in many forms
love can look different from the way we expect
it's not fuckin scary, dumbasses
it's cool

denise and "mark" were way too similar
denise learned a lot about herself
while dating "mark" for a brief time
but then the weather got dark
and "mark" got dark
and denise thought she was learning
about dark "mark"
but dark "mark" was just getting
more self-absorbed
"mark" is a mediocre white man

people bow down and worship "mark"
for no good reason
except that "mark" lives swamped in self-hatred
and everyone can see that
so everyone feels sorry for "mark"
and accepts his mediocrity

denise fell for "mark's" silly baby boy bullshit
but only for a cold minute

"mark" thought that he could go around
treating denise with disdain and disregard
so "mark" treated denise
with disdain and disregard

"mark" couldn't even keep his dick hard
legit soft dick
and denise still accepted "mark"
for who he was
because denise is denise
but "mark" is "mark"
so fuck "mark" 

"mark" is just another whiny little bitch
like so many mediocre white men

and fuck off
i copyright my shit because i write poetry
and i've had bitches steal my ideas before
and bitches can try and steal my ideas now
but i make sure my ideas are so far the fuck out there
and so far the fuck specific to me
that you can't steal shit, bitch

I AM HAVING SO MUCH FUN WITH LIFE!